rindu yang jauh

"i totally forgot how much i've missed you ,by just looking at u on the screen and hear u laughing" ayah :)

that's my dad.
he won't talk much but he would be there,
listening to my random jokes of my daily life
and making tiny lil comments when mama asked him,
"tak rindu anak ke? tadi sibuk sgt suruh call."
he would be telling me how skinny i look, how cute i am when he looked at me on the computer screen and sometimes how sick and pale i look even though it's been a hundred times that i've told them how perfectly healthy i am.

"dah nak dekat dah bulan may. kakyong jgn la sedih2 tak balik ye" mama :)

that's my mama.
she seems to have a basket full of stories to lay down on me.
and i just let her be.
because i miss her. so much.
she would be very delightful to hear about my random jokes.
she cares about her bakal menantu more than she cares about me.
that's for sure. hahah ;)
she would be the one who asking me random things like whether i've been fighting a lot with ariff or not, and other very thoughtful- interrogation-like of questions.
oh. she would never miss to tell me how my only lil bro has been acting, doing his favorite thing;
merembat kereta mama n ayah di tengah malam untuk hangout kat kedai mamak cyberjaya :/


ayah, i would be veryyyyy grateful if i can go back every fricking day. u know that rite. haha
and fyi, i did not cry when i was talking to you and mama tadi.
but i do cry while writing this entry.

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