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i am totally depressed lately.
i guess because of the non- stop exams kowt

i've been crying a lot too.
for no reason.
well, depression would be my most sincere answer if someone sees me crying.
ariff would always be there for me.
he had seen me in the worst state that anyone could ever imagine.

called my parents. with the video on.
i never cried during a video conference without any valid reason. unless if i miss home so much.
for real.
i just can't hold it anymore.
im having a breakdown and i just need those two lovable persons in this entire world to sooth and calm me down.
and yes. everything they said were always right. none of them weren't true.

mama, ayah. thank you for always believing in me.
the endless supports. the soothing words that never fail to cheer me up.

"ayah tahu anak ayah yang sorang ni. you're worried over uncertain things. don't worry too much okay syg. we always pray for the best.always"
ayah & mama :)