i started my day today as usual. woke up around 650 am, sent my parents and ayeen tu school kat depan pintu jelaa :p and went back to sleep since i hardly slept last nite. i started my day again with my daily routine; lipat baju, masak, kemas2 rumah before ariff came to my house around 1. we went to ayeen's school, suap dier lunch and pegi rumah lamer bcz nak amek old books and besi2 untok dijual. then we went to sunway coz i wanted to buy a swimming suit, well a proper one laa ;)
however, i did not end my day in a pretty good way. i ended up crying, feeling guilty to my parents and yeah i did not stop crying. and until this very moment, i still couldn't stop. it hurt so much and i didn't know who to put the blame on. i didnt know who's fault it is, and i didnt know either whether i deserve to be treated like that.
i'm sorry im not as strong as u thought i would be. and i'm sorry if i've been troubling ur head for some stupid things that i've done. u'r a mother and of course, u know what's best for ur children and i totally respect that. i'm sorry again ma'am :(
p/s: my tears, sorry u guys have to work OT today. it's an unseen circumstances but i pretty much have expected it would be like this.
however, i did not end my day in a pretty good way. i ended up crying, feeling guilty to my parents and yeah i did not stop crying. and until this very moment, i still couldn't stop. it hurt so much and i didn't know who to put the blame on. i didnt know who's fault it is, and i didnt know either whether i deserve to be treated like that.
i'm sorry im not as strong as u thought i would be. and i'm sorry if i've been troubling ur head for some stupid things that i've done. u'r a mother and of course, u know what's best for ur children and i totally respect that. i'm sorry again ma'am :(
p/s: my tears, sorry u guys have to work OT today. it's an unseen circumstances but i pretty much have expected it would be like this.
2 honest say(s)?:
rajin anak dare ni...heheh good
:)
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